Have you ever come to a time where your "friends" will ask of something from you, and without hesitation you jump at the opportunity to help a friend ?! Well that is me, the one who is always willing to help out a "friend" at the cost of my own misery. Why I continue to allow myself to be fooled by this culprit called friendship I don't know, but I do know that after this encounter things will have to change. Anytime you call and I am available I come running, even if I have to make the time I will be there without hesitation. I have even spent my last dime at your expense only to prove my loyalty as a "friend" and still you turn the other cheek when I am the one in need. Your my best friend... Not!!
You are the one I run to when there is trouble... Not!!
Your are the one I call when I need a shoulder to cry on... Not!!
Your are My Best Friend... Of Course Not!!
That title is only given to the persons who are willing to take my life into their hands as if it were their own. The persons who are willing to do for me what I am willing to do for then and that much more. From here on out I will closely monitor my decisions and grant only those who are worthy of my friendship, my heart. You who are not worthy will be left behind with the rest of the nothingness and emptiness in my past. For now I say, I'll be watching you. What moves will you make from here on out ?!
